It is here to help you live YOUR dream and as of today 9th April 2016 is starting anew having lost 5 years of useful content due to me deleting the database in error.
Moral of the story is BACKUP EVERYTHING! I have an automated backup of my computer files courtesy of SAWWP (where I also host my websites and have an autoresponder starting at just $7 a month); but I did not have a database backup for this blog!
BUT it won't happen again - I now have an automated backup for my blogs with the highly recommended Blog Vault
Peace of mind I should have been wise enough to install 5 years ago!